I'll meet your eyes I mean this forever. [CHAP VI]

okay... so here it is!! a NEW chapter!! after a looong wait!! sorry girls...
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GERARD'S P.O.V

So we entered the bus. For my surprise none of the guys were there. Yay! I closed and locked the door of the bus making Frankie looking at me strangely. So I just smiled pretending that it was ok.

Frankie took off my jacket letting him look thinner than usual. Oh my... he is just wonderful. He was wearing his tight jeans and his black misfits tee. He looked at me smiling and then taking a seat on the couch.

I wondered what kinds of things could we do with a couch... and ALONE??.. humm... stop it Gerard!!! You two are not going to have sex! NEVER! Besides, first you need to be boyfriends! And I bet he is not even GAY!!

Sometimes I punish myself too much, because of my thoughts. I keep wondering all the time. But I had realized one thing: wondering doesn't help that much...

So... it is now or never Gerard Way... tonight is the night! I took a seat next to him on the couch. Frank smiled at me and turned to look around the bus. Sometimes he looks like a five year old kid. But I guess that's what I love about him. Hopefully he broke the silence.

"It seems that the guys have been to "The City" eh?" he asked.
"Yep. It seems that they went to buy some stuff. ... you know.." I sighed and nodded.
"Yeah... Hope they will buy skittles! The last ones are over by now.." he said smiling. Yeah Frankie looves skittles. They are his favourite candy.

"Well we hope so" I told him smiling.
"Well... we will have to wait until night to find out right Gee??" Frankie asked so cutely.

I just nodded and began to bite my nails. I always do that when I'm nervous and let me tell you that this is one of my nervousness moments.

"Hum... Frankie?? I-I need to tell you something... very important indeed" I told him still biting my nails. Now at this point he turned to face me. I looked into his eyes, the same beautiful perfect hazel eyes.

" Oh... what do you need to tell me Gee?" damn!! I am so fucking nervous!!
No I can..t tell him. But this is the right moment. Come on you have started Gerard. This is so hard... but I want to tell him so bad.
"I-I ... Frankie.... I-I" I began but just in the moment when I was about to tell him his fucking mobile phone rang. It should be one of the guys... yeah because he looked at his phone and said:
"Hey Mikey!.... hang on a second please Gee"

A second?? I can't . I'm going to kill you Michael James Way! You ruined the moment! But I can't help it. I must tell him now.

"Frankie the thing is that I love you" yeah I told him. I had to do it. Now he will be all freaked out because his best friend is gay. God, it took all my forces to say those words to him, but there was it. Finally I had managed to tell him.

But in just that moment Frankie dropped his mobile phone to the floor. His mouth opened and looking at me with wide eyes.
"W.what??" he managed to say... still shocked.
"Yes Frankie.." I said and I just hung up with Mikey without saying a word. "I love you" and then I did what I have been waiting for so long.

I kissed his lips sp sweetly. Just a simple kiss but enough to make me sigh in relief. That kiss was all what I wanted. My lips touched his and I get lost in the kiss. I stopped and looked at Frankie. He accepted the kiss. That simple kiss was just... amazing.

"G-Gee.. I-I" he mumbled still shocked
"Please Frankie don..t say anything right now. Just think about that kiss for a moment please" I begged him looking into his eyes. He jus nodded and before he could spoke I said:

"Frankie. I love you. Hum... do you feel the same Frankie??" Frankie was still shocked. He opened and closed his mouth so many times.

"G-Gee.. I-I .. well.. that was- " but just in that moment someone knocked the door.
"I must see who is" He said now standing up and walking through the door to see who was calling. I heard the door opening and Ray, Mikey and Bob entered.

"He hey!!! We are here people!!!" Bob said almost shouting. Everyone went to sat on the couch and Frank closed the door behind them.
When they all had a seat Mikey said:
"Hey Frankie!! Guess what we bought???" That question seemed to take Frank's attention off. Now he was more focused on what my brother has brought him.
"hum...." He said thinking and looking at the ceiling. God every move he does it's perfect. "Skittles??!?" he asked anxiously.
"Yep. Here you have Frankie!" Bob said giving Frankie a bag of his favourite candy. As soon as the candy bag was on his hands he opened it and began to eat some. He was as happy as a kid on Christmas!

"YAY!!!" Frankie said while eating a skittle "thanks guys!!" he smiled and began to eat more.
I just watched him eating his candy. Looking like a kid but just perfect. Now my mind was remembering that kiss. God I can't handle this anymore. I need to ask him if h loves me too...





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