thats its ive come to the conclusion that everyone in my life is either a bitch or an asshole i din't care who you are are where you live !!
i hate people and my life...i thought nothing could go wriong and then it does...if you want to k now what went wrong then just fucking ask!!! Continue
im getting used to the fact that youll never return...you know the situation you know the facts come and save us although i know that you won't you know my name you know my face you know me but you don't know me. Took the chances youd of blown on everything and anything. Im fine with out you but crying when ur not here. Your face hounts me in my dreams. Laughing at my pain dad is not a title you deserve its just a word for what ur not. These things i do to heal the pain the a pain of a missing p… Continue
Will I lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?
Will I lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?
Will I lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?
Will I lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?
Will I lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare? Continue
OKAY WELL I GOT BORED AND STARED WRITING A STORY SO HERE'S THE FIRST CHAPTER...I THINK ITS GOOD BUT WRITE A COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK...SO HERE IT IS THE STORY IS CALLED BROKEN. HERE IS CHAPTER 1....
We all have something to hide. Just for some of us the thing that we try to hide the hardest always comes back to haunt us. When it does come out we all have a feeling of relief. Like we don’t have to hide anymore. Some people may look down on you for the secret that you’ve kept others on… Continue
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away where one could never see
moved so deep, never show,
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take out the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I wou… Continue
We each have our secrets
We each have somthing to hide
We all have told lies
Some that we hope no one finds
There is something lurking
Something strange
Something about you
I just can't describe
Im not who you think i am
I am something different
Somthing you won't be proud of
Something that im ashamed of
No hiding the truth fom you
Your eyes see right through the lies i have denied
Your the reason for the tears that i have cried and tried to hide
Medicate me so i die happy
Ive spread the de… Continue
So far from where i want to be
So close to where i can't be
Baby take me out of this place
Don't leave without me
Show me the light
Show me right from wrong
Hold me forever and never let go
The storm is coming
Six feet under water
Heavey winds and harsh rain
We've been through so much together
Let my walls down and let you in
Watch me scream and watch me cry
The storm is over
We made it through
Now we can begin a new life
One where there is peace and life
Somewhere in the after life
I LOVE… Continue
You ment evrythinhg to me
How did this go wrong
Waiting and waiting
Waiting for soething i know won't happen
You saw past what i pretanted to be
Saw the inside of my inner core
Tried to stand storng but you wore me down
Fell in love with what i thought was right
Saw me cry
Saw me laugh
Saw me when i wasn't at my best
Saw me when i lied
Can't leave me now
I felt everything that you wanted me to feel
Come on babe stop all the pretending
We both know the truth
I want ot love you
I want to care… Continue
Everything i worked for
Everything i've earned
All taken away because of you
Wore me down
Cut me up
Chewwed me up
Spit me out
I've hit rock bottom
You can't save me
Although i don't think you would try
The one that breaks me is the one that can fix me
A peice ofme died the day yo… Continue
Changed my life just for you
Now your here then your there
When I 'm gone don't forget me
laying in the dream of what never will be
laying in the shadow of what was
Red roses turn black
Storm clouds form over head
Hale hits the ground breaking what was
Hearts and hands break apart… Continue
Okay something very odd is going on!! First my puppy almost drowns in our pool then out of nowhere my next door neighboor dies. I now that he is just my neighboor but he was soo nice!! He brought my flowers once when i was younger he used to give us home grown pears!!! We would see him outside everyday working on his lawn that man had the energy of a five year old!! He was amazing and to know that he's gone is kinda sad!! Worse part is he just bought a new car!! I hope that he is safe in heaven.… Continue
I call my dog is now and forever evil canivel re-ancarnated!! Last night we were testing our pool and my aunt was inside getting the pool tester so i was sitting on the ground so i could not see anything past the pool!! So then Lily is running onto the deck and when she ran back she jumped and landed in our pool!! My aunt did not see what had happened because she was closing the sliding glass door. So my yells out her name while i am still sitting on the ground so i look completely stupid then c… Continue
Well it has been a while since I've posted a blog.My new dog Lilly is a doing very good since we got her. She is now little over three months old. In my house we a a routine. So when we first got her she was a little fussy about this new routine. She is a bit calmer since we got her. She is taking after her big sister Katie. Summer is finally ariving in Erie and it is frgid. It's cold and wet. Omly when it's warm it gets warm. So yesterday my mom aunt and I put qa screen house in our back yard.… Continue
My poor baby... Today my dog just got home from having sergury on her hear. What had happened is the she has allergies in her ear so she itches it a lot. Well while she was itcching she cut a blood vessle in her ear!!! She her ear was getting all swollen. So she went into surgery on thursday and came home today. I'm a m just sooo happy that she is back it felt kinda weird in the house without her there. But she is doing so much better. She is slepping upstairs on my bed like she normally does. S… Continue
You waon't believe this... we got a new puppy. She is a black cocker spaniel and her name is Lilly. We got her Friday night. We have tried to get my other dog Katie to like her. That my friend is not going so well. But who cares we got a new puppy. But dear lord she a a obnoxiuos little thing. She never sleeps. I have to get up at 3:30 in the morning so she doesn't wake anybody up. but hey I am still glad we got her. We also got like a laser pointer kinda .. thing. She is soooo mucyh fun to watc… Continue
My aunt is thinking of getting a new dog. This dog is sooo cute. Her name is Itchy and she is a miniture boarder collie. But then there is a down fall of the fact that the old owners daughter is very attached to her. But then there is the other thing that she ihas agreed to let the dog go but that she wants her to go to my aunt.(she also has no idea who the dog might go to). So then she the previos owner said the her daughter has to be able to come up and see the dog whenever she wants to. The t… Continue
Okay tell me if this is fair. I have been liiving at my grandma's and I have been working my but off at her house for A new cd. Just one not a whole bunch just one. I mean yeah I wanted the cd but just one. Plus I have taking care of her animals. Her bird and Her dog. I am getting paid for it but I can't even touch my money. I can't help it if I have a shopping addiction. Who do you think I got it from. Any way still no word on the protest I am still working on it but dear god my mom stykz to he… Continue
This sux!!! I am being home schooled along with my brothers. This is the thing. My mom wants me to stay at my grandma's cuz for some reason I am doing so much better at her house. The thing is thast we are supossed to go over school at night and we haven't. I get to spent 2 days with my mom and most of the time they are out shopping and I don't even get to go. So I've been spending time at my grandma's since Christmas and have barely spent time with my mom. Also my mom still hasn't chenged her m… Continue
