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Waking up
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feeling of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Your Name
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Will you ever?
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

I Asked God
I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day
I asked God for true love, he gave me that too
I asked for an angel and he gave me you.

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.
Something must be wrong with me
if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain
all I want to do is die.
Something must be wrong with me
if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does
is make me feel like a lost child.
Something must be wrong with me
with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone
depression is what it brings.
Something must be wrong with me
if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does
is turn my stomach in knots.
Something is truly wrong with me
when I think there's only one way out,
"Let this pain end,"
is all my heart will shout.

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

make this solemn promise to you:
To be your lover when you need to be loved,
your doctor when you are ill,
your army when you go to war,
your umbrella when life rains down on you,
your rock when you get weary,
your shield when you need defense,
your spirit when you are drained,
your pillow when you need to rest,
your voice when no one can hear you,
your ear when no one will listen,
your comfort when you feel pain,
your hero when you are under duress,
your sunshine when darkness falls,
your answer when questions arise,
your inspiration to overcome obstacles,
your hand to hold when you are frightened,
your kiss that wakes you everyday,
and your "I love you" each and every night.

I am yours... all of me.
Embraced love
It's perfect, and touches me deep
First thing in the morning, when I hear you speak
And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean
And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away
I think of you always, imagine your touch
Think how to show you, I love you so much
So when we're apart, and you long for me near
Just try to remember, you're already here
For deep in my heart, where no one can see
You'll be forever, together we'll be

There Magic (poem about 2 close friends)
One glance from her eyes
so dark and so brown,
put him under her spell,
his world spun around
One smile from her lips,
his heart skipped a beat,
her womanly spell,
knocked him right off his feet
One word, just one look,
he flew out of control,
and her magical spell,
touched the heart of his soul
Her voice of pure velvet,
his thoughts were now drifting,
her magic and laughter,
her joy so uplifting
For her magic, her charms,
her feminine ways,
would enchant him would capture him,
all of his days
His heart was now hers,
his love hers to keep,
for the power of her magic,
that moved him so deep
For the love in her eyes,
sent him out of control,
and her magical spell,
played the harp of his soul.

YOU ARE THE ONE
I try to find the words
to express the feeling in my heart;
I try to show you that I care,
but I don't know where to start.
I guess I'll start right here
and I guess I'll start right now.
I'll tell you that I love you
and I'll tell you why and how.
You are the one I want to lay next to
when my time has passed.
You are the one I've given myself to
and you will be the last.
You are the one I want for life,
until the day I die.
You are the one they sent for me,
to be with me, and that is no lie.
You are the one who brightens my day,
with your smile bright and glowing.
You are the one whom I wake up for
each and every morning.

Let Me Be The One
Let me be your sun
I will shine when day is done
Let me be the one.
Love for you I cannot hide
And a lake of tears I've cried.
Was love but a dream
With a passion so extreme?
Fairytales are dreams!
I need you here, you need me
This is our reality.
Rapture fills the air
When I see you standing there
Smiling ~ debonair.
Come home to me, always stay
Music sweet will charm each day.
Pain will float away
And we'll dance to love's refrain
Danube Waltz again.
Red parasol will unfold
Two "gentle doves" to behold.
... So ...
Let me be your sun
I will shine when day is done
Let me be the one.
Love for you I cannot hide
And a lake of tears I've cried.

LOVE OF MY LIFE
Silver streaks of moonlight shine in your eyes whenever you look at me
The sun rises in your eyes my darling
When you dream of holding the moon,
I catch it and bring it to you, wrapped in red-watery rose petals
I lay red roses for your feet to walk on
I see your face on every moonrise
Your face is on every sunrise
My beautiful darling, I can never count the ways I love you
Your eyes sparkle like diamond
Your smile brightens my days like the sun
Love of my life
Sunshine of my morning
Moonlight of my nights
Everyone has that one person they love the most. The one that can make you smile just by a phone call away. One that makes stupid jokes but you laugh anyway. It's always that one particular person thats written all over your heart but don't even realize it. At times its that one person that you know you wouldn't be able to love. Watching people love, watching people hurt. Now I realized how much love can stab you like a knife because of these stupid rules that others spread around. Specific things that one can not do because others say they can't. Is that really love? Is it hard to accept truth? Questions building up inside me, making me more confused then I already am. Being stuck in the middle is not always easy. One thing I'd like to ask everyone. Isn't "Love" something that's shared by others no matter how much you dislike that someone or something? One that can learn to move on from previous wounds. One that can accept the truth. Sometimes I wonder how much better life would be if it was all a fantasy. How one can be at peace
can have the knowledge to understand the changes that others are going through
can be happy
has no limits
has no stupid rules to follow
never stuck in the middle
can smile fully
has no fear to love that person
And yet we live a world that has limits, fears, hurt, anger and sadness. I never realized that someone can actually be pulled back by these rules. It's like trying to stretch a rubber band that'll never rip but instead will pull you back to the sadness.
I don't want anymore sadness...
I don't want any hurting...
That's why I know for sure, I can't say I love you too

Li’l angel
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets..
you are the first thing i think about when i wake up and the
last thing i think about when i fall asleep...i believe that
everything happens for a reason...i have a chance to know you
and we have a chance..even just for a lil while...
nothing in this world really matters when i look at you
and when im with you, everything stops..nobody said that it
would be easy..they just promised it would be worth it...
you are the best thing ever happen to me..something i could
remember and hold for the rest of my life..you b in my heart..
im trusting you to hold my heart, even fate is pulling me away
from you,,you took my hand and said it would be okay..you saved
me from my emptiness..you are an angel to me..someone to
give me strength when i was in blue..hold on to me..
and never let go..i want you to stay with me
and i need you to say it would be okay...
and i need you to be there whenever
i needed you...til the final goodbye..
i would let you go...but i wont give up
even your not around..one day...

you can count on me
When you feel sad and betrayed
Who can you count on every single day?
When you feel lost and alone
Who will be there for you in every way?
When you've made mistakes and bad decisions
Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong?
When you feel you can't go on
Who will be there with a feel-better song?
Look into your heart and you will find
That person you can trust is not far away.
Look deep into yourself, don't give up,
For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray.
When you're looking for answers
To all your questions and dreams,
There is one person you can count on,
It's impossible, I know, it seems.
But take a few moments to look deeper inside.
Look into your heart and there you will see.
You'll be surprised when you find out
That you've been looking at ME.

You
When you are sad,
and you feel you can't go on.
Tears well in your eyes
and the pain is so strong.
So far from your friends,
and you're all on your own.
No-one to run to,
So very alone.
When all seems so useless,
and you can't take anymore.
As you put on your coat,
and head for the door.
Remember.......
I was there once,
lost, all alone
You can cry in my ear,
Just pick up the phone.
when you are lonely and feeling so blue
Someone is thinking ...thinking of you

My Angel
What do you dream of, my angel?
Do you dream of starless nights, or of the sun?
Maybe even summer breezes?
Or do you dream of cold winters,
Being alone and afraid?
What do you dream of, my angel?
Do you dream, like me, of happiness?
A place where everything asked is served
And everything deserved,
given?
Do you dream of hope, my angel?
What do you pray for, my angel?
I pray for you.
I pray that you are loved and happy.
For you see, my angel,
I am only human
And cannot repay what you have given me.
So, what do you pray, my angel?
And what do you dream, my angel?
For I hope
there is nothing less you receive.


The Stronger Side
I walked along the ocean,
my head bowed low in sorrow,
I hardly handled today,
how do I cope with tomorrow?
The day was like every other,
the pain the grief inside,
my strength was running out,
I could no longer hide.
The pain was immense that day,
it had never been that bad,
and all of a sudden, out of the blue,
I didn't feel as sad.
Something happened that day,
the weight became like a feather,
it'll never be entirely gone though,
the memories are there forever.
Although I still look back and cry,
I had a girl to confide,
She means the whole world to me,
She helped me reach the stronger side.

Send My Friend An Angel
Please send my friend an angel.
Send her one of mine;
A loving and caring one,
The best that you can find.
Please send my friend an angel,
And trust her with its care;
Someone or something for her to love,
And to always be there.
Please send my friend an angel,
One to help her fill her days;
With hope, love, and laughter,
And the warmth of sunshine rays.
Please send my friend an angel -
You know she gave me one of mine.
Please send her down an angel;
A true love is hard to find.

So Much To Me
Another day is passing
And still there is no word
On how your life is going
And who is in your world
I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through
I don't want to see
our relationship come to an end
And I don't want to find
our lives standing still
We are moving towards the end
And we really ought to wait
Because God planted something special
Deep within our hearts
I know your life is hectic
You are busy all day through
My life is busy also
But I still think of you
I want to send my love
And remind you of these things
Just so you will know
You mean so much to me
If Ever You Need Me
If ever you need me,
I'll be right here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.
If ever you need me,
I'll be two steps behind,
To follow in your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.
If ever you need me,
You'll never have to fear,
That your presence isn't important,
And your love isn't dear.
If ever you need me,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.
You'll never have to worry,
For I'll always be here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.

Only You
With you, it's all about
voiceless communication-
always knowing exactly what to say,
but never actually having to say it.
When no one seems to be listening,
you hear.
When I hurt but don't show it,
you know.
When I turn away to hide my tears,
you see.
When I feel like I can't get through to anyone,
you understand.
Your eyes glow just for me,
and I know you're proud.
You flash your magical, healing smile my way,
and I know everything will be all right.
You know everything there is to know about me.
You know what worries me,
what keeps me up at night,
and what shames me so badly
that I can't share it with anyone.
Most importantly, though,
none of those things bother you.
You've restored my faith in people
and proved that there is a thing
called true love.

My Love For You
You are my inspiration the joy in my life you bring me happiness when i am in doubt.
You are the sun in my life you brighten up my day. You are my one true love.
Your eyes shine like the sun would reflect off the water. When I feel your touch it gives me hope.
Your touch can give anyone hope. When you open up your heart it is the gateway to a wonderful and honest life.
It spreads joy and happiness to everyone it surrounds. These are the things i love about you the most.
These are the things you hold within and they are reaching out.
So i will try not to just give in and have any doubts.

Secret Love
All the things we did together
I will remember them forever
I had so much fun with you
I will always remember you too
How you put smiles on my face
In my heart you will always have a place
I realized I've fallen hard
I think about you whenever I'm bored
Even when I'm not i still do
l now for sure my heart wanted you
But now its time to let go
that i finally know
the pain is just too hard
"let it stop" i beg the lord
seeing you day by day
i have to tell myself I'll be OK
but i know I'm not
inside me it hurts a lot
tears wont stop falling from my eyes
i just wish one day you can hear my cries
my eyes turn red
with me just crying on my bed
you can even see
the pain that runs inside me
maybe goodbye will be good
I'll let let go and forget you if i could

Words
There are words I can't say
That will mend your broken heart
As the world stays still
Just for one more moment
I try so hard
to plead you with only my eyes
But you're pleading back
with your own
And I'm left to turn away
Once Again
Unable to say words
that can mend my broken heart.
Dear secret
Dear secret,
i call you my secret because a secret is something you hid forever.something thats always going to belong to you.something so big your willing to do anything to keep it. you are my pride and joy, my tears and Cries. you are what makes me...me. I'm scared to loose this secret. I'm scared it will all go down hill. I'm scared that I'm in love with my secret. because out of all the secrets. you are the best and i hope to keep you forever.

Imagine
Imagine this, the person you love,
is not the same as the one you date,
you feel that you're lost with nowhere to turn,
you think that it's best to just sit down and wait.
You turn to your friends,
try to ask for advice,
they say you'll be fine,
but you start thinking twice.
You go to your family,
and you want to know why,
nothing makes sense,
and you just want to cry?
You know the one you love,
could never love you back,
but you keep your hopes up,
while your heart turns to black.
The one that you date,
thinks it'll last,
but there's no chance of it happening,
cause time is going too fast.
You don't want to hurt anyone,
but it's something you can't change,
the one that you date realizes,
that you've been acting quite strange.
You start feeling awkward,
when you're with your date,
they ask what's wrong,
and why you're in such a state.
You admit to them,
that you're hurting inside,
from these horrible feelings,
you've been trying to hide.
Imagine all the pain you could see,
just from those couple of words that you said,
imagine how they'd feel right now,
even though your heart is near dead.
Imagine how you'd cringe in fear,
when their whole face filled with questions,
they'd try to fix this outburst of truth,
by saying all different absurd suggestions.
"We'll fix this!" they cry,
but you know that they're wrong,
you love someone else,
that love is too strong.
Imagine now that you've now lost both,
because you told the truth,
you're told you can't love so strong,
just because of your youth.
You know how you feel,
no-one can change your mind,
so you imagine how things could have been,
if you could just press rewind.

You and me
I wish i could tell u in words how i feel
but those words just wont come out
instead just comes a "hi how are you"
but what i want to say is...
i like u a lot will you be mine??
it never seems to happen tho
i doubt it ever will
ever be an us
just a you
and just a me
thats all we will probably ever be.

Confusion
We spend our every moment together,
Cuddling and kissing throughout,
but now I'm so falling in love with you,
what are all these feelings about
when I'm laying so close to you,
i want to tell you how i feel,
but i don't no where i am with you,
or if these feelings are real,
when you hold me in your arms,
there i want to stay,
i spend my every moment with you,
each and every day
you kiss my neck,
and caress my hair,
you look at me,
and catch me stare
we do all the things,
that real couples do,
so why are we still friend,
not in a relationship 2
everyone always ask us both,
are you to together,
breaks my heart just to say,
no best friends always and forever

Desire
She cries her thoughts infront of me
I feel her pain but disagree
Why she should carry on this way
Through so much hurt and more dismay
I give her dreams of solid gold
And wish my heart for her to hold
She sleeps beside him in such fright
A tear I shed alone tonight
On days of warmth I feel the strain
An empty heart with no one to blame
The open hand which waits to close
Depressive thoughts that grows and grows
I see her smile and clench my fist
Im not that man shes going to kiss
I hold my breath and calm my mind
And watch her leave as I fall behind
Shes not the one Im meant to keep
So I'll stand alone and then I'll weep
And think about what it would be
With her, her hand thats holds to me
Hoping You Won't See
I can't look you in the eyes I'm afraid that you will see.
The yearning I feel inside for what I know could never
be.
I try to fight the feelings and what I long to say.
But every time it gets harder to just let you walk away.
If only you knew the truth hidden beneath the lies.
If only you could hear every time that my heart cries.
How can something that feels so right ever be so wrong.
When will the wanting stop it seems I've wanted you for
so long.
God, but your beautiful and oh how I yearn for just your touch.
Never could there ever be someone who longs for you so much.
But what I feel for you must stay hidden deep within.
For I could never fight for a love I know I cannot win.
So I'll silently keep wishing for what I know could never
be.
And yearning for you but yet hoping you won't see.

Pain of rejection
Give me Rejection
Cause I dont want love
You could Never give me
All I have Dreamed of
Keep Lying to me
Cause I Hate change
Dont give me the truth
just take the blame
Dont give me promises
That you will never fufill
Just thinking about them
Is making me ill
Dont give me your kiss
cause when you do im blinded
but the truth is
there is no feelings behind it
Just give me the silence
dont give me the words
Cause what you have to say
I dont want hear

How Can A Soul Revive?
My Silence is a Silhouette, of the Sorrows I behold
I walk within this darkened World, my Memories untold
As I cry out with my lost Voice, I know I won’t be heard
So I choose to keep to myself, never to speak another word
It’s far too late to turn around, and save this dying Earth
The ones who care are pushed away, never to know what they are worth
I’d rather drown than live this Life, beneath the Sea there is no Air
Ignorance fears the pain we hold, our Souls are weeping with Despair
How many Centuries have passed, how many Lives faded away?
How many more are soon to fade, do any of us want to stay?
With Sadness pouring from our eyes, we wish that we could die
But one Life takes a thousand more, when few still Live alone to Cry
Our Deaths will feed the Ignorance, and tear this Earth apart
Religion is another Sin, with lies to steal our broken Souls
It tries to take a hold of us, so Ignorance may have control
But we are not the weaker ones, our Lives are pure and strong
How many have endured such Pain, trying to see the right from wrong
Each breath we take is filled with Vain, but we choose to Survive
Although we’re hurt we still cry out, so desperate to Revive

Tears of pain
These are not tears of joy
Sadness nor cheers
These are my tears, tears of pain
I am now losing it all
My world is black and dull
I want them back
Want to be whole
No one wants to live
No one wants to be happy
I know I am not the only
The only to feel these pains in my heart that make me scream
I want to end it
There soon will be nothing to live for
So why not
Why not just stop all of this
I once had a friend
One who truely cared
But now her life is just a
World filled of sadness and dispare
She hate everyone
She loves to hate
She is just full of Dark
I try try to make her happy
Now nothing works
She makes me want to cry
Just by the way she acts
I miss her so much
But she doesn't miss me
So I sit here at home
Continplating...

Tears of pain
Fall silent and long
Sometimes I ask what I did wrong
She tells me it nothing
But I know somethings there
Unlike me who can't always be there
I cried last night
knowing her life
Knowing now she will never be alright
I'm sorry but I couldn't
Keep this in

Broken
Heart broken
Dreams smashed
not expected
when our lives clashed.
I really do love you
it hurts to say goodbye
you wernt even effected
when I began to cry.
Now you seem happy
And thats all that seems to count
but the love I feel for you...
I will never doubt.
When I think of you
All I want to do is cry
when I think of me without you
I know I want to die,
I can't live without you
so I wont live at all
And if thats what it takes to keep you happy...
then I will take the fall.
Just Friends?
I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.

TOO MUCH TIME
At the root of insanity
Is having too much time on your hands--
Too much time to think--
Too much time to remember past hurts
And to wish things could be different.
Too much time spent alone,
Staring at these four walls
With too much time to think,
To remember past hurts
And to wish things were different.
Got to rid myself of this insanity.
I'll busy myself with a flurry of activities
And seek the companionship of others.
They´ll tell me time heals all wounds,
But for now I'll still cry--
When I have too much time to think
And remember past hurts,
Wishing things are different.

WHO WILL CRY?
If tonight I die,
Who will cry?
Strangers with their feigned interest,
While those I love have turned away.
And if my best isn't good enough,
What more can I give?
Go ahead--walk away.
Just leave me here alone.
And if tonight I die,
Who will cry?
All my strength is drained,
With nothing left to give.
Drowning in the depths of sorrow,
No tears left to cry.
A silent voice and distant eyes
That no ne hears or sees.
And if tonight I die,
Who will cry?

Depression
Depression is my life without you,
Depression is the darkness taking over the light,
Depression is the thoughts of suiside
Depression is islolation from the outside world
Depression is where no one loves me
Depression is where i have no friends
Depression is where every looks at me and rools there eyes
Depression is my desteny tonight