so this is the other side of me..

Today is my birthday..
my seventeen..
i had been dreaming for all my life,
wish i would have a sweet17.
Dreamed,,how wonderful it would be..
full of laughing,love,smile,happiness..

Still there are some pieces of those dreams in my head..
I cant lie,.
I really want it to be a special part of my life..
an unforgottable time that i can cherish all the things it brings..

but i doubt it for this time.
Now i know, sweet 17 is just a silly thing to be trust on.
How could i be such a fool,,
fool cause… Continue

so here i am,,sitting in front of my laptop.
thinking about what has happened in my life recently.


i was so broken. TOTALLY broken.
and still i am.
i used to feel so stuck on it..
thought i can't move on.
thought there's nothing i could do anymore,cause i guessed those all would be just useless.


but now i can think clearly.
i realize..it's just the part of life.
i have to move on.
yes. move on.
go back to the reality.
this is life, Dina..
there are the times when u would be happy,smile,laugh… Continue

i will never find another lover,,sweeter than you.. sweeter than you..
and i will never find another lover more precious than you..

you're all im thinking of..
i praise the lord above for sending me your love..
i cherish every hug..
i really love you.
all my life,i pray for someone like you..
i thank god that i finally found you...
jojo-all my life

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kuakui kusangat sangat menginginkanmu...
tapi kini kusadar,ku diantara kalian..
aku tak mengerti,ini semua harus terjadi..
kuakui… Continue

Huff...
Im lovin someone.. i thought it's so deeply..
but it's also much silly!!

he's handsome..cool..funny..smart.. great.. ALMOST PERFECT.. And,,absolutely,,having lota fans (haha..jerk!)

but..
He's (my friends said) kinda boy who like making girls being happy..
yea we can say he's a player..

hmm..i duno,,is he playing me now or not..
cz he treats me so nice.. i'm feeling so happy..
but,,i also worry about it.. i'm afraid of broken..i worry that he just treat me like the way he does wid any… Continue

oh come on....i hate my teacher!! in my country,, from yesterday till 2 weeks forward,, all of senior high scool student 10th and 11th grade will have a great long holiday!! it is because the 12th grade students are having the final exam..
and you know what?? i dont hav that holiday!! cause we dont hav students in 12th grade,,still a new school..

ourggghhhhh.....
i hate it yeahhh,,,......................