my life is an empty hole when i go without music

(hope you love this song, it goes to my dad, i might get along with him all the time but it kills me to see him cry)
i looked over and i saw something i never seen before,
a man crying his eyes out,
i was thinking to myself why is he crying.
then it hit me, that was my daddy,
daddy crying, daddy dieing, he see his life going past him, he wonders what's going to happen, daddy crying and daddy dieing
life has token him down a lonely road,
no matter what he does the past always comes back
daddy cry… Continue

(this is just a song i'm working on, i hope u all enjoy it, it's still in the process of being made good)
put the gun to my head
tell me i'm not dead yet
keep the gun to my head
if u shot i'll be dead
i don't mine if i die
it's just life i wasted it before
put the gun to my head
tell me i'm not dead
will you be strong enough to pull the trigger
many say they are
but they never shot
if you shot you'll fall, down crying
put the gun to my head
tell me i'm not dead yet
if i leave
i'll leave with not… Continue

your heart is black as coal your soul has fade away your life is hidden in the shadows here you go a black rose for a black heart your as cold as ice and empty inside your life is like this rose black on the inside and outside only a few people want you but when they hold you, you hurt them you make the world sad your blackness of your heart covers who you once was so here you go a black rose for a black heart go a head take it your heart will never be normal your life will always stay the same… Continue

a life of pain, never truly makes me cry. it's makes me think. questions pop up, like why is it that we go to the ones that hurt us the most? is it love or is it fear? many questions come to me, just so i can try to understand the way of a true mine. i follow people who tries to make life better for all of us. i follow their words more than their actions. many of them talk of dreams, people try to hind from the world and how to make them a reality. a great man once said to me i want people to re… Continue

i walk alone
i stand on my own feet
when i'm pushed too far i fight
i fight for life
i fight to over come pain
i am a fighter
that's the way it will always be
the world hates me
and i hate it too
i need no help
life doesn't want me
death doesn't want me
i don't need them
my life has always been about pain
but i never shade a tear
i fight for life
i fight to over come pain
i am a fighter
that's the way it will always be
no one stands in my way
unless they want pain
i am a fighter
and i never back… Continue