SO HERES MY GOODBYE, NO ONE WILL CRY OVER ME, IM NOT WORTH ANY TEARS....?

And I need you more
Now, than every before,
I miss you baby
And waking up without you
doesn’t seem right
Every day without you
Is like a torture,
I miss you baby
I hate that I love you so much
You left me for her
And seeing u with her
Makes me wanna die,
I miss you baby
Our photos are gone
But will stay forever in my heart
You don’t seem to care about me
But deep down I know I love you,
I miss you baby
Not having you makes me
Hurt
Cry
Die, inside,
I miss you baby
But knowing that now your happy
Happier than I could make you
Makes me glad for you
Even if it kills me,
I miss you baby
I gave you my heart
But you took my soul
Now I’m alone
I feel so cold,
I miss you baby
Please don’t forget about me
Even if it is her you love
I still love you
Always…..forever,
I love you baby…… 


OK.....so im sittin on my bed here in boring old Ireland and as you can tell by my username...IM EMO!!! im not bi, i dont have black hair, yes my nails are painted black, i do wear eyeliner (and lots of it!!!) i do love converse and i do wear skinny jeans and fitted tops..... so lets just get that straight and out of the way.... a lot of you people are gonna hate me for my views on stuff but hey its just my opinion and everyone is entitled to have one.....so i was looking up some stuff on you tube recently and found some totally horrific stuff of some emo kids jus being attacked FOR NO REASON!!!! the kid was just sitting on a swing and the next thing he was on the ground being kicked around the place!!!WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE!!!! if thats not messed up then i dont know what is!!! Oh have any of you guys heard the 'I Mus Be Emo' song?? oh its just soooo funny!!!=0 NOT!!!!! i think its disgusting!!! why the hell do people feel the need to go and make videos about abusing emos??? like emos dont go and make videos of us kicking the shit out off shams!!! i might just do that actually?? we'll see how funny that turns out to be???

"Smother Me"

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here

Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

WATCH ME BLEED.....

THE SILENCE KEEPS IT EASY, KEEPS YOU SAFE FOR A WHILE, AS YOU'RE WALKING AWAY YOUR FOOTSTEPS GET LOUDER, ALL YOU NEEDED WAS TIME BUT NOW TIME WILL DESTROY US, IT WILL ALL BE OVER AND HERE WE ARE, WERE STUCK INSIDE THIS SALTED EARTH TOGETHER, YOU'LL PIERCE MY LUNGS MY LIMBS GO NUMB, AS MY COLOURS FADE OUT, YOU WATCH ME BLEED, YOU WATCH ME BLEED, I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING, YOU DIED WITH A SMILE, ALL YOU WANTED WAS TO LIVE FOR A WHILE, YOU TOOK EVERYTHING BUT IT LEFT YOU EMPTY, YOU CANT REPLACE ME, YOU CANT.. IT WILL ALL BE OVER AND HERE WE ARE WERE STUCK INSIDE THIS SALTED EARTH TOGETHER, YOU'LL PIERCE MY LUNGS, MY LIMBS GO NUMB, AS MY COLOURS FADE OUT YOU WATCH M BLEED, YOU WATCH ME BLEED ......

GOODBYE (IM SORRY)

TIME HAS RUN OUT FOR ME,
AND EVERYTHINGS DISTANT AND I DONT NO WHAT TO BELIEVE,
ITS SO HARD LOST IN THE WORLD OF CONFUSION,
AND I NEED TO LEAVE FOR A WHILE,
LIFE IS SO MEANINGLESS THERE IS NOTHING WORTH A SMILE,
SO GOODBYE I'LL MISS YOU....
AND IM SORRY BUT THIS IS MY FATE,
EVERYTHING IS WORTHLESS,
NO ONE WHO WANTS ME TO STAY,
AND IM SORRY I'VE WAITED TO LONG,
SO HERES MY GOODBYE,
NO ONE WILL CRY OVER ME,
IM NOT WORTH ANY TEARS.....
ITS BEEN THE YEARS OF ABUSE,
NEGLECTED TO TREAT THE DISORDER THAT COTROLS MY YOUTH FOR SO LONG,
IM IN A FLESHY TOMB BURIED UP ABOVE THE GROUND,
ITS NO USE WHY SHOULD I HOLD ON,
ITS BEEN 5 YEARS DONT NEED ONE MORE,
SO GOODBYE, LIFES ABUSE....
AND IM SORRY BUT THIS IS MY FATE,
EVERYTHING IS WORTHLESS,
NO ONE WHO WANTS ME TO STAY,
AND IM SORRY, BUT I'VE WAITED TOO LONG,
SO HERES MY GOODBYE,
NO ONE WILL CRY OVER ME,
IM NOT WORTH ANY TEARS...

LOVE IT
I’m trapped in my mind and looking for a way out.

Can you not hear my endless scream and shout?

The noise bounces off of these cold walls.

The only replies I get back are my own distress calls.

Is anyone around that can help break me free?

I have these locks and chains, who has the key?

I’m suffocating and dying, like the World demands.

But I’m actually dying by my own two hands.

I feel like a caged animal, nowhere to run.

Locked behind bars until my time is done.

Strap me to a bed and call me insane.

From my depression, what is there to gain?

Call me crazy, I know that you will.

Force down my throat, another happy pill.

Put a gag in my mouth to make me be silent.

Pull the straps tight because I can be violent.

Brainwash my mind and tell me I’m okay.

But keep me locked up for another day.

I’m fine, right? There’s nothing wrong?

Where in this world do I actually belong?

I’m walking a path that is laid before my feet.

They tell me I’m sane but I can sense their deceit.

Don’t tell me I’m okay and don’t tell me I’m fine.

I can feel my sanity slipping, it’s a steady decline.

Anger and depression and this awful anxiety.

Trying to live in this messed up society.

Where did all of the individuality go?

I know I’m different, send me to a Freak Show.

What do you do when the magician loses his touch?

What do you do when the depression is too much?

I do no good, I’m just taking up space.

Grab that pillow and slam it over my face.

Smother me in my sleep as I dream about death.

Keep it over my face until I draw my last breath