Mary Grande's Page

i have a lot of fucking stuff to do right now...i have some art homework i need to finish, i need to write a research paper, edit a powerpoint, take a shower, and get some sleep so i can wake up at like 5:30 in the morning so i'm not late for school...this blows..i don't have the energy or the motivation to write my paper...and i still need to do one to two more drawings for art...though, i guess it doesn't help that i'm watching x-men lol. ughh...this is really lame...i can't wait for school to… Continue

so..i ran out of cigarettes today..and i could really use one right now...too bad i can't buy them yet and no one i know who can will...soo, i'm pretty much fucked. sooo...you know how i couldn't get to sleep last night? well i'm pretty tired..so i think i'm gonna turn in for the night. pce, <3, & the *stars*

i'm feeling really shitty...like depressed shitty, not sick shitty...and i'm not totally sure why, or who to talk to...well...i can't really talk to anyone right now...they're all probably sleeping or whatever....

in my room...i'm really bored and can't fall asleep. i went to my friends graduation party today, and for the most part i had fun, but after about 6:30pm i felt kinda awkward..like i was overstaying my welcome i guess. it just felt really awkward.

plus now i feel wierd talking with my dad...i mean i've always felt uncomfortable talking with my mom, but now i don't like talking to my dad either and i'm not sure what to do about it.

well, this is really annoying, i start typing and i get tired.… Continue

sooo.... i'm at my friends house..i was supposed to be home around five o'clock, but whatever. i like hanging out with her. my mom is gonna be pretty mad though..i forgot to call her and i'm not at home, soo she's not gonna be too happy with me. i dunno...but i hope she doesn't like, yell at me. it's getting kinda awkward here though. i kinda really want another cigarette, but it's not like i can't have one here.