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I need to go to Chicago.
I need to look up and see tall buildings towering towards the clouds.
I need to walk the streets at 7:00 in the morning with a chai latte and breakfast from the corner bakery.
I need to be standing in front of newcastle, waiting to cross the street to the cheesecake factory.
I need to sit on the steps behind the fountain, hugging the railings as I sing Nelly Furtado.
I need to walk through the revolving doors of my hotel.
I need to watch the disney channel in my hotel ro… Continue

Its ironic; last night I read in this book I'm reading that when you're not motivated to learn, or you're uninterested in what you're learning, a part of your brain map gets invaded and shuts down. Until you can become motivated or interested in what you're learning, or at least learn something new that is appealing to you, you'll continue to fail. Your brain map won't be active in that specific area and you'll also have trouble remembering anything you learn.

I don't now if this is happening b… Continue

we're all in this, alone.
or at least not with anyone significant.

there's so many guys i really like,
but that's just it,
i only like them.
they're all amazing people,
each of them is completely different from the other.

they're all really smart.
but one is outgoing and a little bit, ahem.. attention hyper deficit disorder.
the other is outgoing but very, needy.
and the last is very straight laced and serious, but he still has a good sense of humor.
they're all amazing people and i love talki… Continue

I have to work todayyyy :(
Don't get me wrong, I love my job but.
Lately it's been boring because it's like in the middle of spring season so
we haven't gotten our summer planograms in yet
and right now its the same old same old.

I'm so pumped for the summer lines to come in
I can actually have new products to sell, wooo :)
and then I can get more commission :)

I definitely need more money.
I'm terrible, I always say I'm gonna save up and I blow everything away on stupid shit.
bllllah.
I think… Continue

There was no school today so I went shopping in the states with my parents, Jessica, and Stefano.
I slept over Jessica's house last night and it was strange hanging out without Moe.
Not exactly a bad kind of strange, just different.
Somewhat refreshing :)
AHEM.

Anyway, when we woke up this morning, Jessica was really sick.
I thought we weren't gonna go to the states shopping since she was so sick but we went anyway.
It wasn't really the same though, she wasn't energetic and we were both really,… Continue